First Love - Adele

So little to say but so much time,
Despite my empty mouth the words are in my mind.
Please wear the face, the one where you smile,
Because you lighten up my heart when I start to cry.

Forgive me first love, but I'm tired.
I need to get away to feel again.
Try to understand why,
don't get so close to change my mind.
Please wipe that look out of your eyes,
it's bribing me to doubt myself;
Simply, it's tiring.

This love has dried up and stayed behind,
And if I stay I'll be a lie
Then choke on words I'd always hide.
Excuse me first love, but we're through.
I need to taste a kiss from someone new.

Forgive me first love, but I'm too tired.
I'm bored to say the least and I, I lack desire.
Forgive me first love,
Forgive me first love,
Forgive me first love,
Forgive me first love,
Forgive me,
Forgive me first love,
Forgive me first love

Dilema sudah di tahun akhir pengajian (2)

Assalamualaikum....

Kita sambung topik semalam...Instead of fikir nak kahwin...Dilema yang lain adalah apa yang nak dibuat lepas dah grad.. Mungkin ada yang plan nak kerja...Ada jugak plan nak sambung ke peringkat yang lebih tinggi...Pening2...Senang cerita..Apa yang boleh dikatakan..Terpulang pada rezeki masing2...Sekarang kan tengah zaman gawat sikit..Kerja tak banyak..Untuk mereka2 yang amek kos yang kritikal..Maksudnye memang yang sangat diperlukan...Bersyukur la anda..InsyaAllah mudah dapat kerja...Bagi yang macam payah sikit or kos yang nampak macam pelik sikit...Berusaha la...Rezeki tu ada kat mana...Jalan lain selain cari kerja..Sambung belajar...Sampai PhD ke...nanti boleh jadi lecturer..Melebarkan sayap kos anda..Mana tau...Orang akan demand based on kos anda satu hari nanti...

Hehehehhehehehe....Macam kos saya ni...Kalau nak kerja kerajaan mungkin ada 3 pilihan...: Pegawai sains, Pegawai perhutanan.....Pegawai sains...persaingan memang tinggi..lagi2 dari budak fizik...kimia...Kalau pegawai perhutanan...Mungkin tak ramai yang minat sebab kena dok kat hutan..keluar masuk hutan...Peluang tu mungkin ada...but..Kerja ni agak perlu mengorbankan banyak benda..Kalau la lelaki mudah sikit kot..Kalau perempuan...hehehhehehe...Paham2 la...Tapi..jangan dipandang rendah kebolehan perempuan... =))

Rasa nya..Tu je la kot dilema utama pelajar tahun akhir....sekian...

p/s: if ada lagi dilema nye..let me know...hehehhehehehe

Dilema sudah di tahun akhir pengajian....huhuhuhu

Assalamualaikum

Malam indah di rumah sudah pun tamat. Sekarang...Kembali bertapak di alam USM yang tak tahu la nak cakap macam mane..Almaklumlah...Musim cuti..tapi dok bertapa kat kampus...Gara2 nak berthesis punya pasal...

Alhamdulillah...Untuk data collection...sudah selesai.Sekarang bercinta dengan thesis je la...

Talking about thesis...Perkara paling penting untuk student final...Especially yang amek untuk wat projek...

Other than that...Final year student...Mesti da ad yang plan nak kahwin kan bile da berjaya mengenggam segulung ijazah...hehehehhehe..Tu kan perkara biasa...Bila la lepas satu tanggungjawab...Mula la nak tambah lagi tanggungjawab. Sekarang ni pun...ramai kawan2 yang sebaya dah kahwin ngan bertunang. Termasuk la sepupu saya yang sebaya ngan saya yang 2 orang tu...Huhuhuhuhu...kekadang rase macam tercabar pulak sebab tak kahwin lagi...Tapi..bab jodoh...mane leh main cari macam cari surat khabar kan...

Bukan setakat tu je..bila da tahun akhir..dok mula la menggatalkan diri..cakap "Nak kawen!!!!"
Tu la ayat yang selalu dikatakan oleh cik roomate saya...

Kahwin..nampak macam senang...Tapi hakikat nya...besar tanggungjawab dan cabaran. Bagi lelaki...tambah bebanan..Kena tanggung isteri dan keluarga sendiri..Bukan setakat tanggung makan minum and ape2 yg patut je...dosa isteri dan anak2 pun terletak atas bahu sendiri. Kalau perempuan pulak...Sekali dah nikah..putus la hubungan ngan keluarga sendiri... Kena tanggung makan pakai keluarga.. Untung kalau dapat mentua yang baik..Cube kalau dapat menantu yang tak berapa nak baik sikit..Ade je yang kena sabar...

Oleh itu...sebelum nak kahwin tu..Fikir la masak2...ilmu rumahtangga tu da cukup lengkap atau belum..mental dan fizikal da ready ke tak...Bukan setakat bertukar status daripada cik kepada puan...tetapi....bertukar hidup jugak...Untuk peringatan kawan2 perempuan dan untuk diri sendiri...belajar la ilmu rumahtangga sebaik nya..dengan harapan...Tak dak la kita ni nanti orang cakap tak reti nak kemas rumah...tak reti nak masak..Sebab..orang akan pandang...mak ayah tak ajar betul2 ape yang patut dipelajari sebelum kahwin..

So, wat kawan2 yang da fully prepared...sila la kahwin cepat2..hehehehe..kepada kawan2 yang masih belum ada calon..or tak dak pakwe ke..jangan risau...mungkin anda adalah permata dalam kaca...Jejaka istimewa itu sedang mencari anda...


p/s: malam ku ditemani nyamuk sekarang ni...huhuhuhu

Wake up from the failure

Sometimes its good not to worry about love.

Take a step back and look new things over again.

You'll fall in love again.

Maybe a new love. Maybe an old love.

(Watashi ga Renai Dekinai Riyuu)

Am I Crush With Someone?

Did you realize that this post tittle a lil bit personal? Hehehehhehe..Never mind... Since there are only few my close friend following my blog..And this blog is not famous as others...Let me tell y'all the truth...

In past few months, I always post a quite lovey and jiwang karat post at twitter and facebook..some of my friends realise the drastic changes of my post...Hahahahahhaha...sorry dear friends...At that moment...I still on keep reconfirming my feeling toward 'beliau' (thanx to Mimi for suggesting this nickname..hahahha)..

Well...I am crush on him...hahahhahahahahaha...Pengakuan berani mati... Only me..not him crush on me which is impossible and impossibru...ngeh3...

Some of my friends really support me..hahahhaha..bajet macam la mamat tu suke kat aq kan...

Bese la...at first...memang...cannot get out his face out of my mind..his smile make me fall in love with him again...heard that song..remind me about him...hahahhahaha..thats normal thing.I hope also it will be normal to me..Since now still on exam week...stalk FB  'beliau' pun jadi la...In hope...there are some his post that will give me hope..Then, I wrote some status..in hope..he will read it and realize that I like him...Tinggi sungguh impian kan...Well....He did commented some my post...Maybe he curios for my drastic change in FB post...

We might share some similarities on our belongings...Such as phone number...even though we are not in same operator (mine is Maxis while him ........), the first three number and last two number are same! Wah!!! Suke gile hati bile nampak and asyik dok compare his number and mine...Other that that, our laptop are same..Dell!!!! But of course..Mine is latest than him...hahahhahaha =P.

There is one moment. Tak malu nak join lunch dengan one of the visiting profesor. Bajet on that day nak pakai baju kurung..Hehehehhehe..maklumla sudah lame tak pakai baju kurung...Well I'm in red..same as him..Haahahahahhaha...Coincident.... Mungkin nampak as husband and wife...hahahhahahaha..flowering gila hati hari tu...hahahhahahaha....

Tetiba lak ade gecko kat sini kan..hahahhaaha

Well...everything told above is just for suke2 sahaja...Maybe saya ni agak macam mengharap 'beliau' lah lelaki ku....hahhahahahahaha...that is really impossible...The similarity is just coincident and only based on material..not in ourselves similarity, character or anything.... Crush in someone is sign you are normal person....

Bila difikirkan balik...This feelings will diminish as time goes kan...Just let time go with this feelings. Other friend told me...sometimes, it is better to just remain as friend..That might be the best way...dia takkan rase janggal ngan kita dan kita pun takkan janggal ngan dia..Another thing is...Let keep thing feelings in my heart...'beliau' tak tau pun tak pe.... =))))

Sadis tak ayat ni?hahahhhahaa

That's all for this morning... (dah kul 1 pagi da cik Anees...)..Sory la ek..post hari ni agak panjang...hehehehhe..

p/s: saya boleh mengarang sepanjang ini...tak sedar x abeh study lg utk 3 paper...uhuk2

One and only - Adele

You've been on my mind

I grow fonder every day,

Lose myself in time

Just thinking of your face

God only knows

Why it's taken me so long

To let my doubts go

You're the only one that I want

I don't know why I'm scared, I've been here before

Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all,

You never know if you never try

To forgive your past and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only

Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms

So come on and give me a chance

To prove that I'm the one who can

Walk that mile until the end starts

I've been on your mind

You hang on every word I say

Lose yourself in time at the mention of my name

Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close?

And have you tell me whichever road I choose you'll go

I don't know why I'm scared 'cause I've been here before

Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all,

You'll never know if you never try

To forgive your past and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only

I promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms

So come on and give me a chance

To prove that I'm the one who can

Walk that mile until the end starts

I know it ain't easy

Giving up your heart

I know it ain't easy

Giving up your heart

(Nobody's perfect, trust me I've learned it)

I know it ain't easy, giving up your heart

(Nobody's perfect, trust me I've learned it)

I know it ain't easy, giving up your heart

I know it ain't easy

Giving up your heart

I know it ain't easy

Giving up your heart

So I dare you to let me be your, your one and only

I promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms

So come on and give me a chance

To prove I am the one who can

Walk that mile until the end starts

Come on and give me a chance

To prove that I'm the one who can

Walk that mile until the end starts.

Another love's quote

When you're messing with love, you should focus on other things.

You'll definitely find that missing pieces

2012 Wishlist

Assalamualaikum....

Setelah hampir seminggu berlalu....Dan setelah beberapa post baru...Baru lah terhegeh2 nak post wishlist 2012 kan....huhuhuhuhuhu...kita merancang ALLAH yang menentukan...tak semua wish will be wish come true kan..hehehehehhehe

my wishlist are ( it is plural..bese la..manusia..mesti la nak lebih-lebihkan...heheheh)

• Nak cari pakwe...(hahahhaha..dari hari tu nak cari..sampai sekarang x dapat2)

• Nak turunkan berat badan sampai ideal. (ongoing with Atkin's diet)

No side effect..hahahha

• Dapatkan lesen motor P full

• Pujuk abah untuk dapatkan kereta...ngeh3...

Myvi hitam satu!!!

• Nak tulis thesis yg bergred A and nak tulis paper..so that, my paper will be publish in MNS (Malaysian Nature Society).

• Nak sambung Master...for sure still on zoology....

I heart ZOOLOGY...do you? hehehehhehe

• Nak cari satu yukata or kimono for myself....hahahahahahaha....

Cun tak kimono ini?hahahhahaha...ni harge nye mesti ribu riban punye...bleh wat baju kawen

Ni pulak yukata...x la nampak heavy mcm kimono..n yukata nampak simple and sweet je... =)))

• Last but not least...saya nak grad Degree saya ngan jayanya..walaupun nak dapat 1st class tu macam harapan je...tapi saya akan cube yang terbaik... =))))

= ' )

Semoga segala impian saya dapat dilaksanakan tahun ini..insyaAllah...Aminnn....

Friday's quote

If two people are drawn together pass each other, it is better to look back.

If you see his back again, it is better to become honest with yourself quickly.

( Watashi ga Renai Dekinai Riyuu)

Cure for love

Cure for failed love

• Start a new love
• Find something to dream about
• Talk to your best friend

Mix together and take as needed.

But believing that thing will get better is probably the best medicine.

(Watashi ga Renai Dekinai Riyuu)

Wordless Tuesday......

They said you don't have a chance to meet that someone special,

But maybe we just don't notice that we do

(Watashi ga Renai Dekinai Riyuu)

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More than friends

Less than lover

You can have goal to start love again

<3 <3 <3

Love quotes

Want to be in love, but just can't make it work.

Is love really that much of thing for us to ask for?

(from : JDrama : The Reason I Can't Find My Love ( Watashi ga Renai Dekinai Riyuu) )

Set fire to the rain....

Assalamualaikum kalian2 semua...(bukan kailan ....huhuhu...teringin nak makan kailan ikan masin lak...)

Well...setelah sekian lama ku biarkan belog ku bersawang, berhabuk 

Inilah post ku...hahahahhaha...(bajet macam retis la..ade orang nak bace kan..)

Just like another entry before, I already mentioned about  Adele. Seriously, I really fall in love with her song. The lyrics is really deeply touch my heart. And maybe because of that person which I name him as 'beliau'. Hahahahaha.... 

Set fire to the rain seems to be heart broken people's suitable song. Btw, I'm not really a heart broken NOW!!!! 

Hahahahhaha...But not this kind of Set fire to the rain

From  9gag.com

Lets this post become caca marba nye post k...Nak berangan write on english 100%. Last2 jadi rojak pulak...huhuhuh...

Lagu ni sebenar nye..mengingat kan saya terhadap beliau..iaitu orang yang saya kenal and saya suke...hehehe..Pelikkan...mule2 ego gile cakap tammau suke kepada beliau..Akhirnye...saya terjadi lah kisah gelap itu...uhuk3...Sebenar nye serik suke kat orang ni...Sebab tau..ending nye akan jadi macam lagu ni gak...

Well..tu je la kot...Nak tau lirik nye g mane..cari sendiri ye..hikhikhik... 

Wassalam...

p/s: Even now when we're already over, I can't help myself from looking for you....